02 май, 2008


May 1 , 2008


I recently moved into a house which needed a lot of work, but the rent was extremely low, and it was a very unusual find, directly across the road from my newly acquired property. Being that I will be living here while I build a home across the road (or rather a studio above a barn, until I am ready to build my dream home!), and requiring beautiful surroundings around me as they vibrate so much higher, my real estate agent/neighbor/friend/angel and I decided that I should paint the interior of this modest rental home in some awesome colors.

What a project it turned out to be. The old paint on the kitchen cupboards was a pretty ghastly and intense color, as was another set of cabinets, but my landlord who is away in Indonesia for five years teaching “green” was more than agreeable to whatever I chose to do.

First, I had some sanding to do. Then, two and sometimes three coats of primer were needed. After that, two coats of color were needed. Then, the teal color I had chosen did not dry dark enough, looked baby blue instead, and I had to have the color altered and paint again! I began to wonder if this project would ever get done. Would I ever be able to live in a beautiful and comfortable home? Would I be able to feel “right” in this new space? Would this project ever be completed so that I could finally unpack and settle in?

And this is the way it is with our current energetic space. The process of arriving at our new space…the year of new beginnings…a higher vibrating dimension…and the “other side” takes several steps to complete and to ready us for this very new life of our dreams.

First, many of us experienced scenarios of strange and wild dis-connects. Our intentions seemed to miss their mark and end up somewhere completely different. Scenarios were unfolding which did not make much sense, confusion and mis-communication abounded, and chaos was ever present. At times, it felt as though we were in a strange dream where we had no control over anything that happened in our lives. Things seemed to take on a life of their own, and we may have found ourselves wondering who, if anyone, was at the helm.

This was a period of re-aligning, or re-setting. Once we reached the critical mass needed to break through to the “other side,” or new reality, it might not have unfolded as we had imagined. Small miracles and wonderful manifestations indeed occurred, but only in small steps, or of big ones, they were intermittent, with starts, stops, and intermittent success. Other miracles abounded with no effort, and this pattern is continuing still.

Here is what is occurring: Yes, we are greatly re-aligning and re-setting ourselves. As some things come into alignment, a manifestation then occurs. With so much re-aligning all at once, these new alignments are arriving in small steps, one by one, as we begin to create an entirely new and whole way of being, a new life, and a new us. Small and continuous steps…as each phase is completed.

In this way, much can manifest only part way. We may find that a project or scenario gets only partly finished, but not completed. It may seem like it can take forever to make any progress, but as each step comes into alignment, with perhaps many changes taking place during the process, the project is eventually completed, and in a way which now suits who we are now and how we are now vibrating.

If we make a decision that we are not comfortable with, we can always choose again. This is the beauty of creation. It is never too late to choose again and start a very new reality and a very new scenario. This is where we are now. We are choosing new and better scenarios for ourselves. We no longer need to “settle” or to accept less than what we desire as our heaven on earth, in all areas of our lives.

We are aligning now with our true and authentic selves. This means that this more purified self has risen to the surface, ready to be birthed. This self is much more in alignment with our soul, or with our higher self, whichever is a more comfortable term for you.

Because we purged and released so much of the old lower vibrating aspects of ourselves in 2007 (and throughout much of the past 8 years as well), we are now ready for much more of our higher self or soul self to be birthed. In this way, we are now ready for a new reality to manifest which is reflective of how we are vibrating internally. Our outside reality is now coming into alignment with our new soul selves and this is what is creating all the changes in what we are now in alignment with.

And this takes time. It does not happen all at once. And know as well that this is a monumental step we are taking. We want it to be right. The baby blue needs to be teal!

Here are some keys which may be of assistance to us:

If you are one who has not been in alignment externally with much of your true, authentic self, then you will find that much will be falling away in your life. This is not as bad as it may feel…honestly. Your new will arrive very soon, and it will be better than it has ever been before. The transition can be confusing, but if you are willing to let go effortlessly, the new will arrive in record time.

During this time, there may seem to be a lull. A big lull, actually. Lulls occur when we are re-setting or re-aligning. It may seem that everything has left us, and we are in one big void of nothing, or seemingly going nowhere, but in actuality, we are in an adjustment phase of re-aligning.

It is during this time that we can then become very clear about what it is that we really and truly desire for ourselves. Here is the key for this phase: What is in alignment with our true and authentic selves will stay. What is not will leave or become unbearable. And this unbearable part can at times feel like hell. This is because we are now in heaven, and in this way, staying in alignment with who we really and truly are and what it is that we really and truly desire, will keep us there. Hell comes when we are out of alignment with our heaven, or rather not allowing it in our space.

Say that you have a job or career that really feels like you. Suddenly, parts of it simply leave. Your business begins to falter. What is leaving is the part that is not you and was not yours to do in the first place. As we evolve, we refine to a great degree. You are simply refining into your true self and your outside reality is manifesting just that.

It is not possible to be in a job that is not a good fit in every way. There absolutely have to be parts of it that fit who we are, otherwise we would not have manifested it in the first place. These are the parts that we wish to keep. Dream jobs and dream relationships are ones which match who we are in as many ways as possible. The more overlaps of alignments there are, the better the fit and the more we are in our heaven.

What is it that you absolutely love about your job? Are there any aspects that are effortless? These you will want to keep, and the rest will leave your space. In this way, you will always be in your heaven, and in alignment with your heavenly self. This is how it was intended to be. This is occurring for many of us now whether we desire it or not, and all because we have now arrived in heaven. Residing in heaven means we have to match it. Otherwise we can feel as though we are in hell instead.

Are you doing things and staying with jobs, individuals, or geographical homes because of a sense of responsibility or have to’s? In the higher realms, there are no have to’s. These only cause pain and suffering for us. It is OK to let go. We are not responsible for the welfare or happiness of others.

This can take a great amount of trust. Jumping off a cliff is not an easy task for most. But taking the risk of following our heart of hearts, of loving ourselves enough to allow and be willing for our new to arrive, and to really and truly trust that we are worthy and ready for it, will bring it to us in no time at all. Putting ourselves first and trusting that this will be OK, will allow something much better to arrive for us.

There is another interesting scenario manifesting now for many as well. One of the many common stages of the ascension process involves re-uniting or coming together with friends, family, or loved ones whom we have not seen for quite awhile.

After this initial stage of dis-connecting, we are now beginning the stage of re-connecting. We are re-connecting, then, with the aspects of others in our circle which vibrate higher. We are re-connecting in order to build our new foundation. We are blending with the higher vibrating aspects of others to re-unite once again and to begin the process of creating a new whole.

This phase can manifest as coming together with old friends and family during our dream time or even in our waking lives. Currently, the majority of the new movies being released now in the US are second versions of movies with a same cast that was successful years ago, or re-makes of successful movies or shows from the past. A re-uniting of the higher aspects of the old to begin anew. Pulling in a new foundation which works for us or has worked in the past.

Yet another phase of this process involves not feeling good about ourselves. We may have dreams that we are horrible people, or perhaps even feel bad about ourselves in our waking state as well. Have we harmed others unintentionally?Are others angry with us? Have we wandered off our intended trail? Are we on track?

This stage is common as well, as it is only part of the re-aligning process, and many are experiencing it at different times. You may have felt it a few weeks ago, or perhaps not at all yet.

Another manifestation of this transition is being cold with an inability to get warm. This is yet another common stage and symptom of the ascension process. Shifting from one vibrational space to another frequently creates this state of being cold. At times I have to get in a hot tub in order to warm up. Many are waking at dawn as well. At some levels, we are very much ready to begin our new lives in a very new reality. We want to be here.

Some are noticing back pain, yet another common symptom. I frequently comment that we are sprouting our angel wings, and this only means that we release much in the area of our backs and necks, as this area opens up to higher vibrations and to re-alignments. The more we open, the more we become our intended angles of the earth.

As much completes the re-setting and re-aligning process, we will indeed finally begin to experience the life of our dreams. Yes, this will indeed be the year of new beginnings, but we needed to complete the necessary stages first. Are you ready? Are you willing to take a chance and let go of the old and what no longer feels good to you? Can you trust that your heaven is right there in front of you, just waiting for you to allow it into your life? Can you focus your attention on all the wonders around you instead of all the horrors of the other world?

We are integrating much now, and all, as always, is in divine and perfect order. I can’t wait to see what will happen next!


Wishing you heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life in these miraculous times...

Until next time,

For Your Reading Pleasure Today

A book excerpt from The Ascension Primer:


16. Night sweats and hot flashes. During
certain phases of ascension our bodies suddenly decide
that they are going to burn off the lower and denser
aspects of ourselves. You may wake up in the night
soaking wet or become very hot during the day. It may
be 35 degrees outside, but you are just fine and dandy
in your short sleeves.

17. Feeling cold with an inability to get warm.
When we are moving into a much higher dimension
after much integrating, detoxing, and other ascension
processes, we get very cold. We are in between and
preparing to move up. At these times, it can be very
difficult to warm up no matter what you do. I usually
submerge myself in a tub of hot water and then get
under a heavy comforter.

18. Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams.
We are releasing many lifetimes of lower vibrational
energy through our dreams. If you are one who usually
receives their higher information through dreams, you
will most likely do a lot of releasing at night. I consider
you to be lucky, as some are doing much of their
releasing while they are wide awake. These dreams
usually do not make sense, but if you are good at
dream analysis you can usually figure them out. These
acid-trip like dreams are up and visible because they
contain energy that is on its' way out, never to return.
Through this process, we are releasing all of our past

19. Dizziness, loss of balance, vertigo, and
spinning. The definition of Merkabah is: Counter
rotating fields of light surrounding the spirit/body which
serve to transport the spirit/body from one dimension
to another. And this is precisely what is occurring. As
we connect to our light bodies and begin moving into a
higher dimension, we begin spinning and can
experience vertigo and dizziness. If you know that this
symptom indicates that something wonderful is
occurring, it can feel great and actually be quite
fun...like a roller coaster ride.

20. Overall body pain and days of extreme
fatigue. Our bodies are morphing into a crystalline
form in order to enable us to reside in the higher realms
and to continually be able to receive the higher light.
This process is on-going as it cannot happen overnight.
If you feel as though you are 100 years old and barely
able to walk across a room, this is why. Continual
fatigue is also an on-going symptom for the same
reasons. We are losing our density and going through
extreme restructuring.

21. Severe bloating and indigestion. When the
energy surges occur, many experience severe bloating
as they are greatly expanding. This can be on-going
but is intermittent.

22. Memory loss and difficulty accessing
words. So many are having this symptom that we can
only laugh as we try to converse with each other. "I
was having a glass of...you know what I mean...that
white stuff...uh...what's it called?" "Did you watch
the...er...that event where everyone competes from
around the world?" At times we cannot even talk at all
because we are simply unable to access much of
anything. When this occurs, you are going back and
forth between dimensions and experiencing a
disconnect. Another somewhat related occurrence is
trying to type words and having the letters become
jumbled in the wrong order. In this case, we are not in
alignment with time and our flow is disconnected as
part of our energy is here and another part is further

23. Difficulty remembering what you did or
who you talked to a day or sometimes just an
hour before. In the higher realms, reality is very
much in the moment. If we do not hold something in
our consciousness, it simply ceases to exist. We have
no attachments. We are creating our own world around
us through our beliefs and thoughts and what we do
not hold onto does not exist. Everything is brand new
as we are starting completely over, moment to
moment. We can tap into whatever we choose to at any
moment and create and experience just that. This state
comes and goes, but is practice for living in the higher
realms. It can feel a bit creepy when it occurs. In
addition, at times we are neither here nor there, as we
are in between dimensions. This phenomenon can
occur at this time as well.

24. Not remembering the meaning of
anything. When I was in an intense period of the
transitional process and we were in the throws of a
substantial energy thrust into the higher realms, I
remember looking at a trashcan and not knowing what
it was for. I had to access my memory of the "old" and
reach far. What was happening was that I was vibrating
at a point where everything possesses only the meaning
and identity that we give it. In the higher realms,
energy is just energy with no label or meaning. All is
fresh and new. Sort of a Course In Miracles undoing
process, without the trying.

25. A feeling of disorientation; not knowing
where you are; a loss of a sense of place. "Where
in the world am I? I do not fit anywhere and nothing
seems to fit or feel remotely right! And I do not know
where I belong or where I am going or what I am
supposed to be doing either!" Ever had this
conversation with the universe? You have been
knocked out of your old grooves by an energy shift and
are in between realities. You have successfully left
much behind and are in a very new space but have not
integrated yet. You won't have much time to integrate,
though, because as soon as you get comfortable you
will be moving on into the next higher vibrating space.
And in addition, the outside world does not remotely
match the way you are now highly vibrating.

26. A loss of identity. You look in the mirror and
have a strange feeling of disconnect as you no longer
recognize that once familiar image. You almost feel out
of body. Once this phenomenon occurs it never ends.
You have released so much of your ego self, that you
are no longer the same person, and do not have that
attachment or connection to your physical vessel. As
you begin to access much more of your soul or higher
self, you are not in your body much. You may still use
your voice to communicate and other bodily aspects,
but you are slowly beginning the process of
disappearing and releasing the human form. In
addition, you have cleared much of your old patterns
and are now embodying much more light and a simpler,
more purified divine you. All is in order...you are OK.

27. Feeling "out of body". The same explanation
as above. The physical body is the last to catch up.
Much of us is now in a higher dimension and residing
outside of our bodies, as our bodies are not there yet.
They are much denser.

28. "Seeing" and "hearing" things. As we can
now access different dimensions fairly easily, it is
common for many to see things moving out of the
corner of their eyes or hear things when nothing is
there. Many also experience a ringing in the ears,
which is common when we are going through "the
tunnel" and accessing a higher dimension. Depending
upon how sensitive you are and how you are wired, this
can become a common experience. Many are seeing
orbs and vibrating blobs of color as well.

29. Heightened sensitivities to your
surroundings. Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other
human voices, and various other stimulations are
barely tolerable. You also overwhelm very easily
and become easily overstimulated. You are tuning
up! Know that this will eventually pass. During the
ascension process we become highly sensitive. At one
point, I could literally feel the vibration of the chicken
when I tried to eat an egg. In addition, you may find
that you are unable to eat in restaurants or be in a
store and feel like running out of them as fast as you

30. Feeling you are going insane, or must be
developing a mental illness of some sort. We are
rapidly experiencing several dimensions and greatly
opening. Much is available to us now. You are just not
used to it. Your awareness has been heightened and
your barriers are gone. This will pass and you will
eventually feel very at Home like you have never felt
before, as Home is now here.

31. Feeling as though you are looking down a
long tunnel in order to connect to lower
vibrations; feeling as though you are acting or
pretending. When we are residing in the higher
realms, anything not there with us may feel far away.
If you are still in a lifestyle where you are regularly
interacting with the outside or old world, you may feel
like an actor in a play or that you are pretending your
way through the day. Basically, you are no longer
residing in that world, even though you are still involved
in it.

32. An intolerance for lower vibrational things
(of the 3D) reflected in conversations, attitudes,
societal structures, healing modalities, etc. They
literally make you feel "sick" inside. When we
begin arriving in the higher realms and in a higher
vibration, our energies are no longer in alignment with
the old outside 3D world. Through a severe intolerance
to the old, we are being "pushed" to move forward...to
be and create the New. In addition, you may feel like
staying home or just being alone as much of everything
"out there" no longer matches the higher vibration of
YOU. This is simply a very common experience of
evolution. We are moving forward before the outside
manifestations are. Being in the old can feel downright
awful. It is similar to having to "go back" after you
have had a near death experience. As the ascension
process continues, going back to the lower dimensions
will not feel good nor will it be possible for long, as it is
difficult to drop our vibrations down in order to reside
there. This is a simple experience of navigating the
dimensional hierarchies. We will eventually become
experts with our dimensional navigational skills.

33. You don't feel like doing anything. When
we feel like this, we are in a rest period, rebooting.
Your body knows what it needs. During this time you
may feel as though you have lost your passion and joy
and don't know what in the world you want to do with
your life and don't really care! This phase occurs when
we are realigning. At higher levels, much is realigning
as well. Things are being put into position so that all
will be ready when you move forward again. In
addition, when we begin reaching the higher realms,
doing and making things happen becomes obsolete as
the New energies support the feminine of basking,
receiving, creating, self-care, and nurturing. Ask the
Universe to bring you what you want while you cannot
do it for yourself. And know that you are always being
taken care of during the ascension process, even if it
does not feel like it at times. Those in the physical
going through this process are very highly revered by
all of the cosmos. We are most certainly being watched

34. A wanting to go "home" as if everything is
OVER and you don't belong here anymore. As we
are returning to Source, everything is over. (But many
of us are staying to experience and create the New
World.) Also, our old plans for coming have been
completed. We are basically done with our prior
incarnation that involved raising the frequency of the
planet with a goal of reaching critical mass. We
achieved a lot of this through transmuting the darker
and denser energies through ourselves. Now we don't
have to do that anymore and may feel like we simply
want out of here and away from that experience. What
is coming next is simply divine and does not remotely
resemble the first phase.

35. A sudden disappearance of friends,
activities, habits, jobs and residences. One of the
most basic and prevalent experiences in the higher
realms involves the Law of Attraction. Like energies
always attract like and similar energies. This relates to
the dimensional hierarchies as well. We will always be
matched with what and how we are vibrating. As we
go higher and higher, this phenomenon becomes much
more magnified and also becomes one of the basic
cores of our reality and existence. Through the
ascension process, we are evolving beyond what we
used to be, and therefore the people and surroundings
that no longer match our vibration simply leave our
space. This can sometimes occur rather dramatically or
at times through a simple desire resulting from an
inability to relate to them like we used to. When an
energy shift occurs, it can feel as though a bomb has
been dropped and everything in our world has been
scattered from here to there. Eventually we realign
with the New. When the New arrives, you will feel so-oo-
o much better!

36. You absolutely cannot do certain things
anymore. When you try to do your usual routine
and activities, it feels downright awful. Same as
above. You are no longer a fit and it's time to move on
to a much higher vibrating way of living, being, and

37. Your plans suddenly change in midstream
and go in a completely different direction.
When this occurs, your soul is balancing out your
energy. It usually feels great in this new direction, as
your soul knows more than you do! Your soul is
breaking your rut choices and vibration. Our souls
always know more than we do. During January of
2006, we experienced what I dubbed "ascension
shock". At higher soul levels we had a specific plan and
timeline. If we were a bit behind, we ended up
experiencing our pre-plan whether we were ready or
not. This placed us in sudden and immediate new
circumstances so that we would be poised for what we
needed to do next. I remember suddenly relocating
from Flagstaff, Arizona to a remote small town in
Northeastern Arizona. I new I would be residing there
one day, but not yet! As time passed, I could
eventually see how perfect it was, but following my soul
and not my ego was a bit of a challenge. Now I am
eternally grateful and in total bliss."

May the offerings from What's Up On Planet Earth? serve to light
your path, validate your experience, and remind you that we are
all one. Thank you for your continued interest and happy reading!

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